Chapter 54 : It’s honey, but also arsenic _1
What was she going to do in the future?
How should she face him?
Could it be that she really had to fulfill his wishes and be willing to be her sister’s substitute?
Ning Qing’s heart ached, and countless questions rushed to her mind.
She was drowning in the deep sea, struggling in anger, but unable to escape the predicament.
Tears still came out of her eyes and wet her face.
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The night was as dark as ink.
When Nian lie returned to Yunyan No. 1, he didn’t see the person he wanted to see in the living room. He furrowed his straight brows.
“Where is she?”
Lu Chaoshan stepped forward. There was a hint of worry in his voice. Madam came back very early, but she has been in the bedroom since she came back. I don’t think Qianqian has come out.
Nian lie’s sharp gaze shot over.
“Why did you only tell me now?”
Lu Zhui felt a little wronged. I only found out about it this afternoon. Moreover, you were with miss Bai at that time. I, Wanwan ...
Before he could finish his sentence, the person in front of him had already strode across the living room and went up the stairs.
Lu Zhui had no choice but to follow.
Nian lie quickened his pace and pushed open the door to the master bedroom without hesitation.
It was pitch-black inside, without a trace of light.
“Ning Qing?” he squinted and called out.
No one answered.
Lu Zhui entered from behind him and turned on the lights.
The cold white light shone on every corner of the room, and it was slightly blinding.
Nian lie took a while to get used to it. He saw the unconscious woman on the bed and his pupils shrank.
“Young Madam!”
The two of them rushed to the bed. Nian lie’s eyelids twitched violently when he saw her flushed face and her forehead covered in sweat.
He reached out his hand to feel the temperature of her forehead.
It was shockingly hot.
He patted her face and called out again,”ning Qing.”
The woman’s thin eyebrows were tightly furrowed, and she seemed uneasy.
“Lu Zhui, get the car ready: : Nian Yu ordered through gritted teeth.
Lu Zhui hurriedly nodded and rushed out of the door.
When they were alone, the room was so quiet that only her heavy breathing and her sleep-talking could be heard.
Nian lie’s expression changed drastically, and the panic and heartache in his heart were especially obvious.
He bent down, lifted her blanket, and took her into his arms.
His body temperature was so hot that he was shocked.
“Sister, Sister, Sister, Sister, Sister!”
The woman murmured softly with a faint sobbing tone, making one’s heart ache.
Nian lie’s arms tightened around her.
He bent his ear and moved closer to her lips.
“Sister, I’m sorry. It’s my fault. Don’t go. I’m begging you. Don’t leave me alone, I’m begging you.”
sister, I don’t want anything anymore. Please come back, I can’t take it anymore. Sister, please.
“I have nothing. No one loves me, Yingluo. No one loves me anymore.”
Tears flowed down from her red eyes. She waved her hands wildly, as if she was trying to grab onto something. Her voice was hoarse, and it was clear that she had been crying for a long time.
The pain was heartbreaking.
Nian lie’s body stiffened, and his long and thick eyelashes drooped, hiding the guilt and heartache that was growing wildly in his eyes.
He held her hand tightly to prevent himself from falling into the memories of love and hate, but he didn’t expect that he couldn’t stop himself.
To him, the past was like honey and also like arsenic.
As for him, every time, it was like drinking poison to quench his thirst, he was happy to do it.
His face was full of affection, and he looked at ning Qing with infatuation and affection, as if he could not tell dream from reality.
He shouted in an extremely low voice,
“Ah ning.”
“......”
His eyes reddened, and his trembling hand touched her face, gently wiping the tears that flowed down her cheeks with his thumb.
Inch by inch, it was extremely detailed.
He asked carefully and humbly, ”
“Can you come back?”
The only response he got was a dead silence.