"Taking what we need from each other, what a nice words! Lydia, what kind ofwoman I have not met! If you are at least a little smart then you must know thatyou will not get any good ending if you use me." His lips were pulled and helooked at me sneering."Wayne, is that because you are falling in love with me since you care about thereason that I get in relation with you?"I saw him pulled a cigarette from the box, lighted it up and smoked for severaltimes.

In the smoke, I saw the elegant face of him and he looked at me with asneering sight.

It seemed like what I said was a kind of funny joke."Lydia, you are feeling so good about yourself.

Where you get that I fall in lovewith the kind of woman like you who has a impure mind? You fucked you severaltimes only because your body fits my taste!"This was the first time that I heard the rude words from him, explaining therelationship between us with such dirty words.I did a self-mockery with a smile.

I was really out of my mind these time.

Merlinwas right.

If a man was being vicious to you, a random words could stab and hurtyou easily.

Wayne only saved me once and did good to me in daily life.

Spoiledme, indulged me so all those made me feeling presuming that he fell in love withme!The man like him would indulge you and protect you if he was happy.

When youviolated his wish, the relationship between you and him would break downinstantly!It had to always be remembered that, between me and him, we were only buddycalls.

We could never be lovers.

Our body could badger with each other but ourhearts would never be together.

" Since we are buddy calls, you play with my body, why don't I use you torevenge on Geoffrey? You are ruthless to me and you dare to want me to fall inlove with you deeply and fuck for free?"My heart went cold completely.

It was hurt and trembling with a tearing pain.He may never expected me to refute him straightly like this.

He glared at me withhis eyes wide open," Get away from my sight!"I saw the indifference from his eyes, turned around with a firm hand and walkedaway without turning back my head.After I got out from Wayne's home, the tears I endured for a long time floweddown, crying as I was walking.

I was aggrieved like a little abandoned pity.

I lostmyself and went back to my rent little home.

I was stupefied and sat on the bed,my helpless sight was full of vast and hazy.I stayed at home in the next two days.

I did not get out of my home except buyingsome food outside.

I had to heal the wounds on my face and the wounds in myheart by the way!I lived in chaos for two days.

Wayne did not contact me at all in these two days.

Ilooked at the missed calls.

There were only calls from Merlin and Katherine.

Thenumber with a four eight ending had never appeared again.I knew, the proud man like Wayne, would weed me out immediately when he washurt by the raised thorn of mine.It did not have to be suspicious of I became a past lover from a new one.It was a lie to say that I was not sad.

We were together for all those nightsanyway.

It left a wound on my heart somehow.

But my ability of recovering wasvery good.

The wound was recovered by myself with a short time.Since I became a ex-buddy call, it was making sad mood for nothing to keep thenumber.

Since Wayne cut the connection with me, it should be cut totally.

Keeping the number, what if I had something wrong with my fingers and made aworry call...I found his number in my phone, after a short hesitating, I put the number in theblacklist finally, left it with the number of Geoffrey.Then I found the number of Chief James I saved before and called it.The information of me and Wayne broke up had not spayed out at the moment soI had to find the trace of my sister in hurry.

Chief James was a good way.I had worked on wording for a long time and then I explained what happenedcarefully," Chief James, I knew that this is a difficult one, but could you getaround regulations and help me with this!""Miss Toland, the case had past 14 years.

The only suspect caught had alreadydead.

And the evidences were already ruined totally.

The chance of finding yoursister is little.

I advise you to investigate from other ways.

Your father offended alot of people before.

You can investigate from that and you may find some clues."I had a bitter smile.

I already tried the suggestion of Chief James.

But the peoplemy father offended before had already became some big shots now.

They wereeither raising ranks in the officialdom, or dominating in business.As for me, how could I fight with them?"Chief James, to be honest, I already tried the method you said.

But the peoplethat my father offended are not kinds of people that I could fight with now.

That'swhy I would like to ask you to check the traffickers caught these years!"Chief James sighed," Miss Toland, the suspects who already in the jail will notadmit the guilt they made in the past again.

Only a stupid one will do the thingthat will make their punishment heavier! Therefore, investigate from the policesystem is nearly impossible."Chief James was right.

The case was like walking into a dead end.magic

Then, Chief James said something to persuade me to give up.

He sent hisrespect to Wayne then hung up the phone.I saw the screen of the phone became dark and shrunk in the sofa powerlessly.The only hope turned to hopeless now.This really hurt me a lot.

I was ill at the night.

I got fever with a body temperatureof 40 degree centigrade and I was dizzy since the fever.

Even more, I was toabsent-minded that I saw the illusion of Wayne sitting on the end of my bed.I assumed I was too ill.

I felt faintly Wayne taking care of me without sleeping orresting for the whole night.

He cleaned my body for me and lower my heat by awarm towel and fed me pills.

Finally, he even held me in arms and read the novel'Please love me deeper my president' that put on the end of my bed.